What it’s like to serve Mistress Charlotte

CharlotteThe following is a blog post written by a slave of mine.  If you’ve been around here long, you might remember his hilarious antics from the comments section of my humiliation assignments last December.

The only instruction he was given was to “write 250+ words about what it is like to serve me.”

So, in his own words, what it’s like to serve Mistress Charlotte:

I feel very lucky at the moment to be owned by Mistress Charlotte.

It is only a couple of months since I started doing her 12 humiliations of Christmas assignments, and although i’ve long fantasized about being a slave, and being humiliated, it was probably the first time i’ve ever properly shared some of my thoughts, and the first time i’ve really done assignments.  Reading Mistress’ replies to both my reports and other peoples was an insight into how good a Mistress she is.  All of the tasks were very embarrassing and knowing my attempts made Mistress laugh made me want to do more and more.

It was a few weeks later after a few emails and chats on Twitter that I first called Mistress Char.  I’d been edgercising each day for her without being allowed to cum, and I had an accident whilst asleep (I had to wear the sticky panties all of the next day), edgercising soon brings about an ache, and this didn’t go away.

It was a Saturday night and i’d had a very humiliating experience receiving a massage a day or so before.  Mistress made me call and I was so glad I did.  I found myself feeling so embarrassed as I confessed what happened and Mistress seemed to know everything about me and how to make me tremble.  Mistress then told me that she would own me, I felt proud, scared and excited all at the same time.  I was given homework to carry out, and each day and night since then, Mistress’ laugh has echoed around in my head.

Since then I have not been allowed to cum unless Mistress gives permission and the ache gets unbelievably tough.  I’ve been edgercising each day and found myself changing social plans just to stroke for Mistress.  I do feel like a pathetic sissy loser quite a lot, but I know it pleases Mistress, and if Mistress is pleased I may get to hear her laugh; it goes right through me and just lets Mistress into my head.

Each time I’ve called since then I seem to have got drawn further and further in, and I can’t resist.

Some of the things i’ve done have been so humiliating, and now I must wear panties 24/7, when i’m at work or even just out it makes me conscious.  I know Mistress likes the idea of a random set of consequences that leads to me getting exposed.  The thought scares me but it shows that I can’t really escape thinking of Mistress and my humiliation at any time.

I sometimes fantasize about being humiliated by a group of women and in recent dreams it’s always been Mistress Charlotte who has choreographed it all.  Each spare moment I have now I seem to find myself edgercising, knowing that I won’t release, each edge makes my desperation grow and I get to the point where i’d do anything.

I do feel lucky to serve Mistress.  It’s the way that its not just calling a phone Mistress; it’s more like personal and Mistress has taken the time to get to know me a bit.

It means that she can instantly push my buttons and I can’t help but obey.  I’m nearly always constantly reminded of being owned, each time Mistress tweets me I get a little tingle throughout my body.  Mistress has set me tasks of posting pictures on Twitter.   They are so humiliating, when people reply to them I get so embarrassed but so aroused.
I still daydream of Mistress’ laugh all the time and am always looking forward to the next thing I can do for her.

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Want to get the Mistress Charlotte experience?  All you need to do is get in touch.  I will orchestrate everything that happens from that point on.

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