What it’s like to serve Mistress Charlotte

CharlotteThe following is a blog post written by a slave of mine.  If you’ve been around here long, you might remember his hilarious antics from the comments section of my humiliation assignments last December.

The only instruction he was given was to “write 250+ words about what it is like to serve me.”

So, in his own words, what it’s like to serve Mistress Charlotte:

I feel very lucky at the moment to be owned by Mistress Charlotte.

It is only a couple of months since I started doing her 12 humiliations of Christmas assignments, and although i’ve long fantasized about being a slave, and being humiliated, it was probably the first time i’ve ever properly shared some of my thoughts, and the first time i’ve really done assignments.  Reading Mistress’ replies to both my reports and other peoples was an insight into how good a Mistress she is.  All of the tasks were very embarrassing and knowing my attempts made Mistress laugh made me want to do more and more.

It was a few weeks later after a few emails and chats on Twitter that I first called Mistress Char.  I’d been edgercising each day for her without being allowed to cum, and I had an accident whilst asleep (I had to wear the sticky panties all of the next day), edgercising soon brings about an ache, and this didn’t go away.

It was a Saturday night and i’d had a very humiliating experience receiving a massage a day or so before.  Mistress made me call and I was so glad I did.  I found myself feeling so embarrassed as I confessed what happened and Mistress seemed to know everything about me and how to make me tremble.  Mistress then told me that she would own me, I felt proud, scared and excited all at the same time.  I was given homework to carry out, and each day and night since then, Mistress’ laugh has echoed around in my head.

Since then I have not been allowed to cum unless Mistress gives permission and the ache gets unbelievably tough.  I’ve been edgercising each day and found myself changing social plans just to stroke for Mistress.  I do feel like a pathetic sissy loser quite a lot, but I know it pleases Mistress, and if Mistress is pleased I may get to hear her laugh; it goes right through me and just lets Mistress into my head.

Each time I’ve called since then I seem to have got drawn further and further in, and I can’t resist.

Some of the things i’ve done have been so humiliating, and now I must wear panties 24/7, when i’m at work or even just out it makes me conscious.  I know Mistress likes the idea of a random set of consequences that leads to me getting exposed.  The thought scares me but it shows that I can’t really escape thinking of Mistress and my humiliation at any time.

I sometimes fantasize about being humiliated by a group of women and in recent dreams it’s always been Mistress Charlotte who has choreographed it all.  Each spare moment I have now I seem to find myself edgercising, knowing that I won’t release, each edge makes my desperation grow and I get to the point where i’d do anything.

I do feel lucky to serve Mistress.  It’s the way that its not just calling a phone Mistress; it’s more like personal and Mistress has taken the time to get to know me a bit.

It means that she can instantly push my buttons and I can’t help but obey.  I’m nearly always constantly reminded of being owned, each time Mistress tweets me I get a little tingle throughout my body.  Mistress has set me tasks of posting pictures on Twitter.   They are so humiliating, when people reply to them I get so embarrassed but so aroused.
I still daydream of Mistress’ laugh all the time and am always looking forward to the next thing I can do for her.

G

Want to get the Mistress Charlotte experience?  All you need to do is get in touch.  I will orchestrate everything that happens from that point on.

Humiliation Assignment 9: Letter to Santa

Written humiliation assignmentToday’s lesson in humiliation will feel a little different from all the others.  There will be no bobbing in the toilet, no shaming yourself in public, and no freezing your balls off.

However, you certainly will get an equal dose of embarassment, just in a different way.

Today’s task is a humiliation writing assignment.

First, either sit at your computer or grab a pen and paper.  You are to compose a letter to Santa in order to inform him what you’d like for Christmas this year, just like you used to do when you were a little boy.

You and I both know that you’re totally underving of Santa’s generosity though, don’t we?

You deserve nothing.

Start the letter by explaining to Santa what a whore and/or loser and/or pervert and/or sissy you were this year.  Remind him that, because of what you are, you deserve absolutely nothing from him, or anyone else.

Next, tell him that instead of bringing you gifts, he should reallocate his gift-giving to your wonderful Mistress, Charlotte.  Explain how much better I am than you, and why I’m much more deserving.  Try including a few suggestions of specific gifts you think he should make sure are in his sack for me.

I want degradation, creativity, and honesty.

Whether or not you succeed at this assignment will be based entirely on whether or not your letter is both a confessional and an original, creative work.  Put some thought into it, and make it worth my time since I’ll be the one reading it.

How to submit your assignment:

You’re welcome to write by hand and scan a copy to send to me, or you can just type it up  and send it off to thephonesexmistress (at) gmail.com.  Gold stars will be awarded for those who are bold enough to leave their letters out in the open as a reply to this blog post.

Whether you make your letter public or not, take the time to leave a comment about how this assignment made you feel.  It’s the only writing assignment of The Twelve Humiliations of Christmas, so I’d love to hear your impressions.